I hope the FI youths get 2 read this..

Am i missing out something?

I know it's silly of me to think in this way but I feel really sian that I can't go down & join the youths for their Sentosa outing 2day.

At first i thought i could & i tried 2 rush my work but after yesterday's whole day shoot I was already so tired..Den i woke up this morning & battled it for such a long time.

I thought maybe i cld do my work from 9 - 12 noon, then still go down & meet 'em. But I still have to leave arnd 5 cos of tonight's mission trip.

I dun wanna complain about the whole poly system lar. It's just me I feel, too conscious & too 认真 sometimes. I thought: Never mind lar, just go out & play today, worry about the hw later.

Can i? I tried to. But I feel bad. I haven't even started on my law assignment & BJ news & pple have already offered me help. (Thanks to the two who have helped, u noe who u r). Then how can i have the 心情 to go out and play?

Then i look at the new few days, tmr morning shepherds mtg, return equipment in afternoon. Sat afternoon gt watchnight, evening gathering with st nicks friends.

I know I have to prioritise. And prioritise means missing out so much good times with them.. I wish I cld do smtg abt it..

I am sorry to the youths that I can't be there. I know I haven't done enough for you guys these two years.