life

wads the pt?

i am nt gonna help anyone animore.

up since 8 am. went breakfast with mummy.
loved the mornings 2 just chit chat n eat with her.
haven been doing it these past 2 weeks. its either
i ran out of the hse before 9 or i was still sleepiing in bed
when she leaves.

read Bible. papers n cleared my emails tat have been lying dere for mths.
doing some virus scan now... but i should disappear after a while.

was supposed 2 do some studying..but aiyah... so sianz.. do it after foto tutorial later...

cried last nite in my dreams. worried abt my sis.. but i dunno how 2 tell her.

sigHz....i give so much advice n help the younger meimeis arnd me.. but my own younger sis...
all advice seems 2 fall flat on her ears.

irony

erm..testing..

its over!!! yeahz...

yeah..i sound like i was doing an advertisement.
yeah..i ended too high at the ends.
yeah..u sound too good to be true.

wadeva lahz..its over. n tats all i am glad abt!! Thank God!!

actualli i wonder why i am so nervous.
i mean in church, i can lead songs, teach one whole session like Mr. D etc..but
i am so nervous today!!!

yeah..i know i look confident. sorry for faking it but i wasnt. truly truly was nervous.
maybe cos we r gonna be graded by it. i guess so.

n guessed wad. i lost d foto essay article..
n i gt to do it all over again.

kill me! kill me! kill me!
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carmens activities for the day.

0700 hr. alarm rang.went back n zzz
0730 hr. okay okay! wakey..
0800 hr. read papers a while. toilet. iron shirt.
0830 hr. cun rem. i tink get ready go skol
0900 hr. oh no..hurry..
0930 hr. reached skol. tok to shanti n frenz. haa
0944 hr. oei..wheres my grp mates..late again..
1030 hr. rehearse. rehearse. rehearse.
1110 hr. here we go!!
1140 hr. over!! yeahz..
1300 hr. ate lunch with adib n bernard
1340 hr. stoned on 6th floor with adib. isk n klyde.
1415 hr. strange discovery by bernard. everytime klyde mentions food or eating, my fone rings.
1430 hr. we watched klyde eat n hear abt her acct with meeting louis koo at a club. wow!
1500 hr. mr toh bluffed us. he made us lie!!! i sinned becos of him! God forgive me!!!
1600 hr. end of lecture. yiyun, me n ru went 6th floor to stone again
1630 hr. we decide 2 go lib n do something more constructive. yiyun will fight against the neopets. n me n ru will critic on
a film.
1800 hr. oh end of watching. we cun continue..cos its time for fd hygiene.
1840 hr. video is showing n carmen falls asleep for five to ten min
1900 hr. time to go home

the day has ended. stop reading abt carmens life.

bye.

i am here. finally

i have been reading blogs but dunno why haven been writing mine.

for the first time in a sat, i reached home at seven +..bathed, came online since 8 n have
been d.l midis..haa..it was fun.. cos some of the christian midis are just so cute... some was
the thum..thum grand piano kind but there were those tat were really jazzy..

i wish i wish someday i cld play like tat..

well, i was just playing arnd with the keyboard just now in my sis rm but id never get a chance
2learn all tat i guess.

i just pray tat someday God will allow me 2 do so in Heaven..somehow..i wanna play for the congregation
i wanna play all the songs i love n sing at the top of my voice!!~~

tmr we r going bernards hse n ru cun go..wich means i am the only gal again!!!

cun wait for skol 2 be over.. i dun wanna go to tampines for a mth.. i swear i can walk to my bustop, board 72, take 69 eyes closed... i want my break!!!