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Hi everyone.

I'm back.

Anyone missed me while I was away? Heh :P

Will upload photos, thoughts blah blah.. soon...

Post MBA thoughts

I didn't get to say this on stage ... but just wanna thank all my groupmates & everyone in CMM who have made it possible for me to win today's awards.

Congrats to all the winners! But to all CMMers too..cos our course is so tough, you're a winner to have survived it!

And also to my friends, family members and all who have walked me through..

And to Lord God who have blessed me so richly these past 3 years. :)

Xie Xie! (Ally, these two words are for you. :P)

I'm off to Macau! Will be back on 29th! :D

Okay, in the end I din take a break from blogging

It's quite irritating to see the error msg that says I've no permission to view my page -_-''.

Anyway, today was a great day. Woke up at 7 plus to run an errand for my sister, which I believe she will be eternally greatful for. Then spent some time emailing ministry stuff & chatted with Terry over phone. I seriously haven't met this dragon boater for a loooong time cos' I was away for SIP then it was his turn. So we didn't even bumped into each other at school...

Headed down to AMK to publicise Teen Games. Weather was v v hot! But enjoyed the company of the gals, esp Yixin!! She's so bubbly & livens up the whole group...somehow I feel old when I talk to her even though we are the same age..

Then, for some reason, she asked if I was choleric type?

She described them as ...

The Choleric's Emotions

• Born leader
• Dynamic and active
• Compulsive need for change
• Must correct wrongs
• Strong-willed and decisive
• Unemotional
• Not easily discouraged
• Independent and self sufficient
• Exudes confidence
• Can run anything

Which everyone at the table agreed! *Chuckles. I came back and did the test, well yes.. I'm 50% choleric. This is quite in line with the DISC test where I also scored as high D.

Sometimes, I really don't wish to fall into this category. Especially when you're a girl.. cos this group of people are rare in the society and the descriptions of these people sound very scary! I mean if you're a guy it's cool to be a leader in the army, church or office..but for a girl, it's like erm.. Xena?

Well, but I cannot deny how God has used his side of me to minister to people. I've learnt to accept it as part of who I'm though I will consciously try to minimise the negative attributes of myself in this area...

If God has made me this way, I supposed he has a reason and purpose. For the very fact that only a small percentage of people in this world are like this... well, I ought to learn to be more thankful that I'm unique & use this area of giftedness, right?

Hey peeps, go try the test and see which group you are in?

梦。拼图

I watch very little TV. But deliberately sat down to watch a Channel U drama just now-Dream Chasers by the Superstar finalists cos' was looking out for scenes that were filmed at TP.

Despite the flaws, I actually quite like the show. I think it's very refreshing though the acting is quite raw & some of the lines are a bit weak.

Some of the themes are certainly quite cliche, like dying parents, misunderstandings & love triangles but it's certainly a good break from the typical Channel 8-I kill you, you kill me kinda shows.

I think once in a while, it's nice to watch shows about how relationships develop between people. Pure & innocent kinda love ... Ha, I guess I'm the target market that they are looking for.. or maybe I see bits & pieces of myself in those characters!!! Oops...

So well I'm just gonna ignore the flaws & try and sit by the tv set every Thursday... 8.30pm!!

10 years ago.

Now. Laugh.

A short break from blogging...

Won't be blogging here for a while.

Should be updating in here in the meantime..

An analogy of stomach pains

Word of caution: This entry is not meant for the faint-hearted

How do you describe the pain you're in?

Isn't it hard 2 describe it cos' the threshold for pain varies individually. But it seems easier to explain it in like

1. The feel-like-shitting(not my sister whose name happens 2 be shiting, i kid u not :P) kinda pain but usually quite common. cos it's the daily bowels. After it's been cleared, you feel quite fine.

2. The wanna lau say feeling.
It's rushes to you & if you dun visiit the loo in the next min, you noe your pants will be doomed.

3. The gu-lu gu-lu sounds
It's not a pain.. You're hungry.

4. Menstrual cramps pain
Men will never understand it but it usually rumples & makes you feel bloated. Like there's a lot of water in you.

5. Sharp pains
Now this is tricky, usually it's gastric I think but could be otherwise..

Like ytd, i had claypot rice & shared some carrot cake with louis & dan for dinner. So it was confirmed nt gastric. I din under-eat but din over-eat either cos i rem that I din finish the rice in my claypot. So if I din under-eat or over-eat, what could it be? My dad was like: Is it menses? -_-'' I took panadol and fell asleep on my sister's bed. The strange thing is how come when you're asleep , you can't feel the pain? Just when everything was fine, suddenly i heard a shout "Hey! You sleepin here arh? Then I sleep on your bed lar.."

The pain came back when I awoke. -_-'' It's at such moments that I feel murderous but well my sister is a nurse, so it's best not 2 harm her but rather seek her advice when I'm sick. So anyway, I told her abt painkillers and she was like "Please lor..panadols dun work" and passed me carbon pills. Funny thing is she actually dropped the bottle of water before passing to me. Talk about being professional.

But I woke up quite queasy tis morning. So cldnt join Pris & gang. Hmm, feel quite bad abt it but was worried something cld happen 2me along the way.

Till now, I'm puzzled at what happened last nite. Maybe it's just bad case of indigestion.

开心

我发现我容易伤心，也容易快乐。

昨天我为了一些事感到难过，因该是失望多一点。。。

不过今天蛮开心的，尤其是刚才跟三个大男孩逛超市，真是笑翻天！！！

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Disappointed.